Under the weather and back

The day before yesterday I was hit with some sort of flu that would of made my work trip to Mexico unbearable.

Out of emergency and necessity I regressed to reki , chakra alignment, and deep earth meditation.. Or sort of melding of all three.. I tend to do this when it really was needed.. The results are amazing, but my sleep was destroyed and a I feel very fatigued now (it could have been the 8hrs of drive time too) but I'm paying for it...

I laid on the ground and meditated on what to do after I did a few prayer bowls and contemplated this dilemma.
I started a circular breathing and envisioned my chakra's has sphere's hovering over their perspective areas. I could tell there was a miss alignment cause of the color and the looked crusted over. Out of haste I did a forced deep earth meditation, I don't recommend it unless your a student of mediations.. It felt like laying in really hot water or a spiritual sense you were in the center of the earth sweating profusely.. Being emerged in the Earth's cleansing cycle.. It wasn't gentle.. During that time I reworked my aura, I was warned along time ago by a practitioner if you don't wok on you aura while doing this you would feel much worse then what you were.. At the end I felt like I came out of a mental struggle.. I slept on the ground curled up.. waking hourly for water and from some weird dreams of volcanos and Vulcan, or I think it was Vulcan beating on some hot metal with a hammer... I awoke better and full of energy for my job.. Got back from the job and feel so sapped of all energy right now...

I read the Demonolatry Goetia by S. Connolly, it got me thinking on expanding my practice with Belphegore and others.. Going to do some sketches on how I want my circle to be and see if I have enough supplies for another black mirror. I wonder if she would write a book on magician tools and talismans like in relations to Demonolatry, like shield bracelets and lunar wands.. It would be intriguing to see the adaptions